Or no. I don't, but I feel myself so restles. Maybe it's because lately I have been so busy all the time or at least I have supposed that I should be busy with preparing for the college board. And now when I have weekend+Monday&Tuesday free, I already think how I can make it? How I can be not loosing my mind.
I don't want to be at school, but not at home either. And when someone asks me to come somewhere, I make explanations to be unable to go. I'm not fully satisfied. I wait something to start and still I want to enjoy of this moment that I have now. Every moment is precious, isn't it? I cab't fully agree. I'd like to think that way, but I can't. Have you ever think why people are ever satisfied? Or if someone is, why? Is his life different from those who are not happy most of the time. How someone can reach the feeling, when everything seems to be allright. The moment when you don't want anything more. The moment is perfect. When I'm going to stop to realise that this is my life that I should live. Not always look forward it to start.
When I feel myself down, I go for a walk or I watch a movie. Recently I've found two movies filmed in Africa. " Nowhere in Africa( Jossain Afrikassa) and Disgrace( Häpeäpaalu). I was so happy to see those movies. I feel like I need to know more and more about Africa. I'm not going to tell more about those two movies, but I suggest you to watch them. You who likes historical or romantic movies.
It's good to live in some other's world. That's why I like to watch movies or read books. Talking about books, I so much wait to read the latest book from my favourite author, Cathy Kelly. It's "Homecoming".
Then I can happily read it and imagine world to be a bit better place.
What good have I done today?
- I gave money for fundrasing of SPR. I know those moneys go for a need. For example to Pakistan.
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